terrified

I'm not entirely in the best of mood right now, atleast not at the moment when I just found out my the guy whom i used to feel for,was talking shit about me to his friend.passed away.

i am feeling so stupid that i felt for such a guy who never took me seriously

he calls me a kid but to be true,he is now behaving like one by forwarding my texts to his friends and publicizing my stupidness.He has a good heart,i really want him to be with me as friends but i am just losing everything for him now.i deleted him from my fb and skype account and even my contacts but till this thing s really disturbing me.i never expected him to be this way.ugh!i feel used : ( 

i hope i get strength to get over him...